Fear inside of me?

I'm a . and i'm afraid that the girl i ike would see me wearing a dress. I have to wear a dress bcoz it is required in school..what should i do? i think she could sense that i like her (i'm showing efforts that i cared about her) and i don't know what her reactions would be if she sees me wearing a dress, i hate wearing wearing it to!!yuck! Just the tought of it makes me sick, it's like humiliating myself to a lot of people (since they could all sense that i'm a , bcoz of my actions, i'm a "toughie!, then i would wear a dress!? duh!) but i can't do anything...help me please?this is really required. I hate to think of it